Into the Void
Jul. 19th, 2022 04:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
stonepicnicking_okapiThe boys' father announced he's leaving for a month on the 29th, so I have ten days. I haven't started my standard Departure Cleaning campaign yet, but it will happen soon. If he returns according to his current plan, he will make it just in time for the first day of school. That means, I will probably go ahead and do the 'school supply scavenger hunt' (which, frankly, makes me wish I drank). I also (per his request) signed Minisculus up for First Communion classes and the accompanying Sunday School class for the autumn. Filling out forms for The Church also makes me wish I drank. My maiden name, is in fact, 'fuck you and the patriarch you rode in on.'
I did a BTS fic for Unconventional Courtship and I was going to make it a 3-fic series, but I deleted the 2nd fic (just 1 chapter so far) and put an apology at the end of the 1st fic (because it does end on a cliffhanger/question). I just don't feel like writing about BTS. Nor do I feel like writing porn (which is unusual). I am remembering my own advice, that porn is the only kind of ficcing you can force. If you don't feel like it, don't' do it. I don't know if my mood will change. If it does, I mean about the BTS series, I will definitely restrain myself and write it all before I start posting. I also have a very clever idea for a porn fic involving my Santa's Workshop AU (BBC Sherlock AU) but if the XXX muse isn't there, well, it's just not there.
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lands_of_magic round ends this month. I have enjoyed it, but I am not interested in doing another round.
I am thinking about October Hallowe'en fic and I was thinking about a lighthouse fic and I am inspired (I don't know how) with this line from Cyril Hare's short story "Where There's a Will--": Thus it was that when Julian entered the drawing room he and the cat were the only living creatures in the house.
I am waiting for a book on reserve for my last book for the Book Bingo.
Instead, I have been writing poems. And I've caught up on Alternative JWP atwatsons_woes. So the word count is actually okay.
I have been feeling very self-hating the past few days. I suspect it is hormonal-induced, but it still doesn't make it less pleasant. Accordingly, I have been searching the library online catalog for keyword 'self-compassion.'
I have been collaging, too!
The boys are enjoying their summer, I think. They leave after breakfast to play with their friends and only return for meals. I don't know what they're doing but they come back happy and uninjured so that's all that matters.
I did a BTS fic for Unconventional Courtship and I was going to make it a 3-fic series, but I deleted the 2nd fic (just 1 chapter so far) and put an apology at the end of the 1st fic (because it does end on a cliffhanger/question). I just don't feel like writing about BTS. Nor do I feel like writing porn (which is unusual). I am remembering my own advice, that porn is the only kind of ficcing you can force. If you don't feel like it, don't' do it. I don't know if my mood will change. If it does, I mean about the BTS series, I will definitely restrain myself and write it all before I start posting. I also have a very clever idea for a porn fic involving my Santa's Workshop AU (BBC Sherlock AU) but if the XXX muse isn't there, well, it's just not there.
I didn't realize that
lands_of_magic round ends this month. I have enjoyed it, but I am not interested in doing another round. I am thinking about October Hallowe'en fic and I was thinking about a lighthouse fic and I am inspired (I don't know how) with this line from Cyril Hare's short story "Where There's a Will--": Thus it was that when Julian entered the drawing room he and the cat were the only living creatures in the house.
I am waiting for a book on reserve for my last book for the Book Bingo.
Instead, I have been writing poems. And I've caught up on Alternative JWP at
watsons_woes. So the word count is actually okay. I have been feeling very self-hating the past few days. I suspect it is hormonal-induced, but it still doesn't make it less pleasant. Accordingly, I have been searching the library online catalog for keyword 'self-compassion.'
I have been collaging, too!
The boys are enjoying their summer, I think. They leave after breakfast to play with their friends and only return for meals. I don't know what they're doing but they come back happy and uninjured so that's all that matters.